JewBu Quest: From Abuse to Happiness

JewBu: a Jew who practices forms of Buddhist meditation & spirituality. This blog documents my quest to 1) heal from sexual, verbal, and emotional abuse, 2) come to terms with losing Mom and Grandma to Alzheimers, 3) find balance, explore the spiritual, stay present. Bascially, I've experienced some pretty crappy shit in my life and want to find a way to move past it and find happiness.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

And The Attack

I just got a phone call from a very unhappy sounding executive director of my mom's facility. He says that he wants to meet with me TODAY about my complaints. So, I'm going in to meet with him in a few hours, and I am all of a sudden really nervous. What is he going to say to me? Especially since he wants to meet me without my father; I fear that he's going to try to attack and/or intimidate me. I know that I have to stay strong. I'm going to try to get myself to just write down whatever he says and not say too much because I know that he is really not interested in what happens on Mom's floor; he just wants to shut me up.

Its starting to thunder outside. Very appropriate timing. My life is too much like a movie sometimes.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

They are all over the map. They want to talk, then they don't, they want to help, then don't get back to you. No matter how disordered they appear to be, your goal is simple: proper, appropriate and effective care for your mother. Writing everything down is a good idea especially if he tries to intimidate. Since he called for the meeting the same day, he's given you a perfect reason to say you're not prepared to make any decisions on such short notice and you'll get back to him.

Sunday, September 10, 2006 12:12:00 PM  

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