That Makes Me Feel a Little Better

Last new year's, I went up to this retreat center. One of the people that I met there lives in LA, and he's going to pick me up at the hotel and we'll go have dinner tomorrow night.

But, then I go upstairs and work a bit more and the anxiety comes right back. I'll just have a drink or two and do the stress eraser and try to wait this out. Grr. I'm so sick of having to struggle so much with this. This is supposed to be fun, and the stress level isn't that high. I know that I should be gentle with myself, but I'm just having a hard time.