Mom Fell, I Feel Like Hell

I've been feeling crappy all day - I don't know if this is still the migraine or if I have a sinus infection or what. But, I've barely gotten anything done today. I really tried to work on the thesis, but I just can't concentrate and my vision is even a little fuzzy.

I spoke with my therapist about needing to not bring up issues towards the end of session and leaving them broadly open like we have the last two weeks. Like this whole issue with A, we left the session acknowledging the issue, but without any sense of where I'm going with it. I think that there might be tie between this and me getting sick later in the day after therapy both this week and last.

So, then, I'm pushing myself to walk my dog tonight and feeling lonely, and I thought to myself, I can call my mom. There's lots of snow and ice in Kansas City, so I wasn't sure who would be by to visit her or if the woman I hired to take care of her in the evenings would be able to make it over. Mom told me that she fell down earlier on her back. She sounded somewhat disoriented, and it kinda broke my heart when she asked me when I would be over. I told her that I'm flying back to town in a week and a half and she repeated "the 12th" when I told her the day I'll see her.

I called my dad who hadn't heard back Mom's back. (The facility is required to call him when there's an injury.) I asked him to call over there and find out what's going on and if Mom needs any pain meds. I then called my sister to let her know. She'll go tomorrow and let me know how Mom is.